Soundless

I love the feeling of getting a little bit gloomy on rainy days. I know it's a bit weird, but I admit I kinda like the combination of rain, music, sadness, and warm food or drink. The rain fell today, and I was drowned in my own thoughts about him. That particular guy. I still can hear it clearly, the sound of my guitar merged with the sound of the raindrops touching the roof, and that inexplicable feelings.

I wanna tell him how I feel. I wish I have the courage to speak up. It's not as easy as what Taylor Swift wrote in her songs, not as simple as what we used to see in hollywood movies. It's the reality, it's the fact, it's not a dream. There are so much to be afraid of. His friends, his words, his thoughts, his eyes, his brother, his... I don't know, everything! He might think I'm just an idiotic dreamer, or a rat trying to be a butterfly. Shame on me..

Can he just read my mind? Cause every time I try to speak to him, I can't hear my own voice. Every time our eyes meet, I can't help it but look away... Almost every night I imagine things I wanna say to him the next day and I ended up saying nothing to him.

I should have found the way to tell you how I felt  

Now the one I'm telling is myself

Source: LEIGHTON MEESTER - WORDS I COULDN'T SAY LYRICS

Blurry

Hannah Montana once said, "They say that good things take time, but really great things happen in a blink of an eye" in a song called One In a Million.

Talking about great things, they are so unpredictable, so inexplicable, and so... so unexpected! There's always an I-didn't-know-it-would-turn-out-like-this in every great things. It's like saying, "I never thought this stranger would become one of the most important person in my life now!"

The only thing I hate about great things is most of them end sooner or later. Great things happened so fast that we can barely feel it happening. They seemed so fast, so hard to remember, and in some cases, they became too sad to be remembered. And everything went blurry.

The Sweetness of Doing Nothing

Taken at Monumen Nasional, Jakarta

We all know we live in such a complicated world. We went through some hard times and laugh about it after that. We did something embarrassing then we try to forget it like we want to forget about bad dreams. Fear, sadness, anger, confusion, disturbance, slightness, they make us forget who we are. We may cry, we may laugh, we may do anything we want to do, but sometimes it doesn't change a thing.

Living life is just like walking down an endless road. 

If you want to go faster, then run. See what you've missed.

If you're tired, then just walk again. Take your time.

If you're exhausted, then stop. Look back and see how far you've walked. 

 Or just... do nothing

"dolce far niente"

 the sweetness of doing nothing

(Eat, Pray, Love)

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